"I'll Always Love You"

(Verse 1)
I was only sixteen years old
When I made a huge mistake
I regret it can't forget it
I still think about it to this day
How different my life would be
If that life I didn't take
Wait, let's get this straight
Lets go two year before 2008
I was in the tenth grade
Doin' normal high school stuff they'd say
Writin' raps all day
Passin' out CDs in the hallway
Okay... Maybe not so normal
But that's what I was on to inform you
And besides doin' work they force on ya
I played in the orchestra
Yea, that's right I'm not gonna hide
I played my cello with half-hearted pride
Wasn't that good I'm not gonna lie
Writing rhymes was taking all my time
Plus a girlfriend I had on the side
My first real one that was mine
I loved her more than life
That's probably where the problem lie
'Cause on top of adoring my angel
I was a horny teenager
We had sex any where
Even other people's house
Like there was no danger
I used to ride my bike
To her place in West Monroe after to school
Just so we're smashin'
Then tell pops I'm at ROTC practice
And in the madness on her mattress
We had bad habits
No birth control in action
Condoms rarely left the package
No when I reminisce
This is the root of all the sadness
I remember layin' with her
Whispering to her this
No laughin'

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(Verse 2)
Ma never liked me working to be a lyricist
She wanted me to spend more time on my instrument
To solve this problem
I got a chair in the youth ensemble
Some after school shit
That could probably score me scholarships
So every Monday night
I took my cello to ULM
Played in the symphony with them
From 8 o'clock 'til ten when it ends
Started off getting dropped off
But my parents started working longer nights jobs
So to make it not so hard
Ma gave me keys to her car
Shit, you know what I did
Skipped practice to go she live
I remember like it was yesterday
I can detail everything we did
I met up with her in a parking lot
In front of Bayou Seafood restaurant
I came for you I love you alot
Her ass in palm back of the Nissan
We started making out in the back of my car
My dick got hard
Listenin' to Ice Cube "Horny lil' Devil" song
She sucked me up 'til the nut was gone
I shoulda left then cause my urge was gone
But if she ain't cum then I'd be wrong
So I laid her on her back we're fucking
No rubber coverin' I came on her stomach

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(Verse 3)
A few months pass and her period's missin'
She's tellin' me she feels different
I'm a lil' worried but this ain't the first time
She had these conditions
But one night I get a phone call that ain't the best
She took a pregnancy test the results were saying yes
Right then I started to fret actin' like a bitch
Like "Oh my God! what we'll do with this?!"
I'm ashamed when I think of it
All I thought was how to get rid of it
She was upset to her deepest depths
More than I could guess
When I expressed it should exe'd
She supported it be aborted
We hid from our parents the misfortune
Tried fallin' and drinking posion
Worst thing I've done is kick her stomah to 'cause an abortion
When none of that worked we were forced to
Come clean to our folks with the whole truth
Her momma was livid mine too
When they found out they hit the whole roof
First thing mom said "get rid of it!"
Pops said "how you sure that it is your kid?"
I don't know what her folks said to her
But I'm sure that they weren't nice words
They wanted her to keep it at first
She kept beggin' it worked
And after seven weeks of carrying the birth
We went to Shreveport on April first
It lasted about three hours times
I was in the lobby watching Family Guy
It didn't really hit at the time
I had just killed something that was mine
I was only 16 years old
When I made a huge mistake
How different my life would be
If that life I didn't take

(Chorus)