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Fears (Prod. Brahms)

from Noillib Pot by Top Billion

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"Fears"

(Verse 1)
Fears, man, I got these fears of my older years
I have nightmares, yeah, I wake up scared
But ain't no one there
I need some air, yeah, I need some air
Man, I can't breathe here
I see my death it's getting near
No matter how I steer
I need some guidance everything is quiet
I scream in the silence no one's replying
I'm always striving yet so far from thriving
They yell "Simon! Please keep on climbing!"
Instead, I let go
I fall to the ground I let them down
I'm free from the hopes
No one's proud, no one's around
It's only me now I could've drowned
Though I don't know how
I'm still afloat

(Chorus)
And everything is different now
I'm seeing everything so different now
I'm sad it came to this to figure out
I had to lose it all just so I could find me
Just so I could find me
Just so I could find me
I had to lose it all to find me

(Verse 2)
Pain- all I know is pain real pumps in my vein
I'm deep in the game my choice would'a changed
If I'da knew this came with doing my thang
Niggas know my name but don't see the whole frame
Look in my eyes you may think you're wise
But you don't know my aim
I have a vision being on this mission is how I'm living
Fuck these bitches hatin' from a distance
At any instance
I don't listen I'm on a different plain than competition
Niggas wishin' I responded hissin'
I ignore those wishes
How I'm living is crucial
How I want it to be? Frugal
At my ugliest because of this
But the struggle… is beautiful
My body… on a crucible
My pressures… unusual
I handle my job dutiful
Hustling making musicals

(Chorus)

(Verse 3)
Life- only have one life
I'm lost in the night blind in my sight
I can't see right yet I'm rolling the dice
I payed the price the world cold as ice
And I'm deep in the snow frostbit toes
Even if I could move ain't nowhere to go
Yeah, stuck in one place, stuck with one face
Can't move fast just stuck with one pace
Always a nigga - stuck with one race
Life's a session I just got one take
In the end, just got one fate
Got to live up to we all gotta face the music
Can't duck, dodge, or mute it
Yeah, niggas make think this foolish
But it's 'bout how you read into it
I'm dropping hints all through this
They can keep on acting clueless
I feel like I always knew this but ignored it 'til the truth hit
My life is part of blueprint and to find me I had to lose it

(Chorus)

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from Noillib Pot, released March 1, 2012

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Top Billion Miami, Florida

Born 9/14/90. From Monroe, LA. I started taking Rap seriously at 18. I rap about things that happen in my life and what I see going on in the world around me. I like making and releasing new songs because you can never have enough music. There's atleast one album you'll love here... guaranteed. ... more

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