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Girls I Never Had (Ft. Josh Gotoy)

from Over the Top by Top Billion

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"Girls I Never Had" Ft. Josh Gotoy

(Verse 1)
It prolly started in seventh grade when I had a crush on Niesha
That still influence how I deal with people
Liked her but the feeling wasn't equal
And that still hurts can't be deceitful
I feel I'm stuck in a pattern I can never get any women that I'm after
In high school I'd try to holler and get laughter
Guess runnin' game ain't a art that I mastered
Fell in love with any girl that I found attractive
But talked to none in the halls as I passed 'em
I'm not handsome ain't got shit to hand 'em
All reasons I thought I couldn't have 'em
I remember all their faces all their names and me feeling lame
'Cause I couldn't claim one for being my dame
I'd just stay in my lane fantasize in my brain
Yeah 'bout the things thought I'd never feel
A fine girlfriend? Man, that's too unreal
Why I started rapine' let's be true up here
I thought I'd pull more dimes when I signed that deal

(Chorus) Josh Gotoy
I think every man sometimes looks back
And he thinks about
That girl he never had
Might make some mad
Might make some sad
When they think about
That girl they never had

(Verse 2)
Before I even ever had sex I said my first gotta look the best
I'd take no less but girls that I wanted to flex
Were too bougie to even undress
So yes my first was a girl named Courtney
From one to ten she's a negative forty
Harsh but true I felt pushed to
'Cause everyone I knew already did the do
My first real girlfriend was Darlene
At fifteen I nicknamed her queen
Nice girl but the gap in her teeth mean
That stayed between me thinking she's a cut thing
Those relationships weren't good for my health
I'll be with someone now and still like someone else
That's a problem within myself
'Cause who I wanted I couldn't have I felt

(Chorus)

(Verse 3)
But in fifth grade there was girl was Shawndra
Who really liked me she had feelings harbored
But I aint want her yeah she was cute
But she stalked me so she got the boot
In high school I had a girl named Keiyanna
Bad yellow bitch every dude was on her
But I got her let her meet my mama
'Til we split over too much drama
Fast forward I'm a sophomore in college still lacking in girl knowledge
'Til I meet this cutie African beauty named Funmi
Who stayed true to me
I guess I'm getting what I'm duly owed
From long ago when I couldn't pull hoes
In one bad chick so this ain't sad shit
All the girls that I never had ya'll can have them

(Chorus)

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from Over the Top, released October 12, 2012

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Born 9/14/90. From Monroe, LA. I started taking Rap seriously at 18. I rap about things that happen in my life and what I see going on in the world around me. I like making and releasing new songs because you can never have enough music. There's atleast one album you'll love here... guaranteed. ... more

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